So true~~

I'm sharing this from a friend of mine, it is in Malay language and a bit poetry


"kawan.. kau kalau tak suka disakit, tak suka disinis, tak suka disombong,kau hiduplah bawah tempurung. 
hidup ini, kita memang akan diterjumpakan dengan pelbagai jenis orang. ada masa kita disakit orang, ada masa kita disinis orang, ada masa kita disombong orang, ada masa kita dibenci orang, kurang digemar orang, kurang disuka orang. 
tak semua orang baik dibaik orang, tak semua orang jahat dijahat orang. begitu juga sebaliknya. kita biar baik walau dijahat, kita biar makin baik bila dibaik. sebab, hidup kita bukan atas suka manusia. tapi kita hidup atas suka yang mencipta manusia. biar seluruh manusia membenci kita, asal bukan kita dibenci Dia.
definisi hidup banyak. lain orang lain definisinya.kau kalau definisi hidup mahu dunia, kau akan berusaha hidup seperti orang dunia. kau kalau definisi hidup mahu syurga, kau akan hidup berusaha seperti orang syurga.
maka, memilih lahh.. hidupi hidupmu"


it says;if you don't like to be hurt or you hate people to be sarcastic or cocky towards you, then go live alone.because, in this life, we sure to meet variety of people. there are times we are being hurt and people make fun of us, and there are times we are hated by others.not all people are kind neither bad. but we should always be kind even to the bad. because we lived for the Creator. let all people hate us but not the Creator.you choose your own definition of life. those who live solely for this world, they will try hard to satisfy other soul. but those who live for a better place (the hereafter, jannah) will try their best for it.so, the choice is in your hand.

agreed. 

A N G E R

the feel

burning. . .

deep down inside

killing. . .

every sense of humanity

showing no mercy

stupidity. . .

blinding the truth

destroying heart

in this land of anger

i lost my insanity

i lost my serenity

i'm losing the grip

from the path i should be

because all i care

is to relieve it

but i lost

my precious instead

i shouldn't 

should never

be the slave

of my own

A N G E R

(jell m.) 

Money

For so many years, I been setting up my mind that the only way to become rich is to study hard and obtain a respectable with high paid salary job. And my option was always to be a doctor or engineer. Never in my mind to set my goal to become an entrepreneur which as a matter of fact what makes a billionaire. 

Now that I've grown up and facing few problems in study which I lost interest to continue I suddenly been asking myself, is this what I really want? Am I happy doing this? My answer is no. I'm not happy and I keep on thinking about something else. I told myself to start searching what my passion is and make it into career. And somehow the passion I'm looking for is actually business. I started a business without actually have the intention to make profit. I just make it for fun. It was fun. But at that time I'm still in my dreamland to become engineer. And then suddenly one day I was very distress with my life because I can't focus on what I learn in college. I even planned to dropout which was terrible idea! But somehow, I survived. I know I'll become irresponsible if I choose to dropout at such time. 

So what I do? I attend lectures, doing assignment as usual but I'm not wasting any more time, instead of thinking what to become after graduate, I start taking action to generate money. After all, the outcome will still be the same, if I become engineer it will be because of money and if I sell thing it will also because of money. So I started my own business, the first step is actually hard and following is all about determination and enthusiasm. Alhamdulillah, even though I just started my online business for 5 days I already get RM38 which I won't get if I didn't make my first step.

Right now, I'm thinking about other business to make my income double and even more. There are few in my head. But as  said before, making the first step is really hard as I keep on thinking about making profit, if the business will need high modal and what if I don't get back my modal? There are the same questions facing by people who want to start a business. It is actually the feeling of afraid. As said by Robert Kiyosaki, losers are people who are afraid of losing. I don't want want to be a loser. Thus, I must bravely making my first step to build my business. I'll never know until I start and experience it!

I know money isn't everything, but it does important. With money I can make something which others can't.  

Business Chul-bal!

Bismillah...

Finally, my online shop is open! I took so long to make the first move of contacting supplier for my item. Now, I already have one costumer. It makes me really happy that someone is buying from me. 

My shop FB cover at Street Collection

I'm still in college but starting my own business is something I really want to do since long ago. It does required a lot of time to start a business for the first time. Research, setting up page, it all require most of my time. But I don't really mine because I'm happy doing it. The first time I launched my online shop, I didn't sleep. I only sleep after Subuh, 6 am, and wake up at 9 am to buy stock for another business (I'm currently running 2 businesses). 

At first, I am so obsessed with this online business, I sat on my chair in front of my laptop looking after my page. I waited for someone to like, comment and order items from me. And I realized that it took my time. Like I said, i don't mind but I realized that I still have other things to do as a student, final year student. Thesis, design project, case study. OMG. I have so many assignments to do. But I don't want to leave my business without monitor it. How?

Do time table! Yes, its a basic thing in life but also one of the most difficult thing to do. I have to learn to divide my time wisely between study and business. Even though I doesn't have intention anymore to further my career in engineering (which currently my major), but it is my responsibility to at least doing all the assignments and attending lectures. 

I hope with this first step in business I can learn to create some big and more in the future. I have lot more to learn and its never too late. I'm throwing off my bowlines ready to sail out of my comfort zone. You guys can do it too. Find your passion and turn it into something useful. Cheers! 

Thief oh Thief !

Have you lost any of your belonging before? How does it feel? Felt like crying? Angry? Or blank? Doesn't know what to do?

I feel the same way too. First I went blank 

'what did just happened?'

Then panicked 

'Oh My God!'

Then comes the anger 

'curse you thief! #$@%!!!'

When no body around comes the tear...sob, sob...It happened few times, so unlucky...

First, I lost my cellphone. I left it unintentionally in a toilet, in less than 1 minute I realize the phone was not in my hand, I try calling my number using my friend's cell...it ringed but I can't hear it. The second time I called, engaged! Then, bye bye Samsung... I'm gonna miss you... I was regreted that I didn't set any password...the thief happily going through my private stuff inside the cell and probably selling the phone! Moral of the story, set password in your phone.

The second time was my helmet. Yeah, I admit it was totally my own fault. I leave it on my bike just like that. So the thief easily swept it away from the bike I guess... It still cost me some money to buy a new one. Moral of the story, don't just simply put things without securely locked it first.

The worst ever happened was not too long ago in airport. I lost my backpack whic contain my laptop, cellphone, powerbank, harddisk and some important things. Its a 'jackpot' for the thief I guess! The feeling was just like I described just now. Imagine, I was tired just landed from 2 1/2 hrs flight, and suddenly my backpack lost! It was a new semester of lecture and I don't have laptop to do my assignment, my lab book lost I lost record of my previous experiment now I have to do it again!

As a student, I really stressed out thinking about money to buy replacement for what I lost. 

So, reminder to all people: Don't place your belonging like placing it in your own home. Always take a good care of them. You may think this is not really important but one your things stolen, you may feel like shit!

Be extra careful, always...

Climbing Mt. Kinabalu for Sabahan

Hello there Sabahan!!!

Have you conquered the majestic Mt. Kinabalu? If yes, share with me your experiences. For those who want to climb but doesn't know what to do first or what to bring, feel free to scroll down this page as I would like to share few great information with you! 

Great news for Sabahan is you can enjoy much cheaper climbing fee compare to Peninsular people and of course foreigner... So, plan your climbing now! Below are the Sabahan Rate (2 Days 1 Night):

Conservation Fee               : RM3 (18 years and above), RM1 (Below 18 years)

Climbing Permit                 : RM 30 (18 years & above), RM 12 (below 18 years)

Insurance                           : RM7 per person

Certificate (per person)      : RM 10 1st Class (with color, only for those reach the summit), 

                                           RM 1 2nd class (black and white) *optional

Accomodation + Food     : RM 80 (Meals x 5) (Pack Lunch @ Balsam, Dinner @ LR, Supper @ LR,                                                  Breakfast @LR, Lunch @ Kinabalu Park)

Guide Fee                        :

Timpohon-Summit-Timpohon : RM128 (1-3 pax), RM150 (4-6 pax)

Timpohon-Summit-Mesilau/ Mesilau-Summit-Timpohon : RM143 (1-3 pax), RM173 (4-6 pax)

Mesilau-Summit-Mesilau : RM150 (1-3 pax), RM180 (4-6 pax)                                             

Preparation before climbing

1) If you are climbing with friends, decide the number of people that going to join the climbing but must not exceed 20 climbers. This is because Sabah Park had limit the number of Sabahan climber to only 20 per day. If you are climbing alone than there would be no problem.

2) Decide the date. I suggest you to book the climbing date at least 3 months before, because there are lots of people want to climb the mountain and accommodation is limited at Laban Rata and Gunting Lagadan.

3) Go to Sutera Sanctuary Lodges at Wisma Sabah Kota Kinabalu (Lot G15, Ground floor) for reservation and payment of accommodation. Then go to Sabah Park HQ at Kota Kinabalu to pay the permit and insurance. Payment for conservation fee, certificate and guide can be made before climbing at Kinabalu Park Kundasang. Decide whether to climb via Timpohon or Mesilau among your group so you can easily pay guide fee later.

4) Training. But if you are fit enough then there won't be problem as the trail is quite easy. Climbing Mt. Kinabalu is not easy but not hard too. The easy part is from the starting point to Laban Rata and the challenging part is from Laban Rata to Summit. Another thing that making the climbing hard is RAIN. The coldness is so evil!

5) Book place to stay overnight before the climb because climbing will start early in the morning. So, siapa yang tinggal jauh dari Kawasan Kundasang/Ranau, better find a place to stay a night. I suggest homestay/chalet around Kundasang town, there are lots of them, accommodation at Kinabalu Park is expensive.

What to bring??

Here are the list of things you should bring:

• Rain coat (in case of rainy season, buy a good quality rain coat, last time I went I brought 3 ponchos and all got ripped out before I reached Laban Rata. I ended up soaking in wet)
• Head Lamp. You going to use this during the second day of climbing at 2 or 3 am.
• Medicine. Paracetamol, muscle pain reliever (balm) etc.
• Glove. waterproof.
• Walking Stick. This is optional, you still can climb happily w/o it but its going to be useful for beginner climber.
• Extra pair of sock
• Plastic bag
• Extra Money

I guess that is all for now. It is very important that you plan your trip to save budget even di negeri sendiri. And the most important thing is...enjoy the climb!

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